consider me miles davis

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if the Lakers don't make the playoffs, DP owes me $60
if they are the 7th or 8th seed, i owe $50
if they are the 5th or 6th seed, i owe $75

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i downloaded fulltiltpoker FTP for the hell of it last week expecting to see some message saying that i cannot download the software because i live in the US. however, i downloaded it and was thrilllllled to see that americans can still watch the high stakes games. the first high-stakes game i found, it was the mann himself, phil ivey. so sickkkkk. i honestly forgot how much i miss poker. oh and you can also see your account balance(that is still basically stuck on the site.) i thought i had money in 2 accounts, my Friend ryan's (which had $1095), and my personal account. i was shocked to see that i had zero dollars in  my personal account. i thought i had about 300-400. slightly weird, cause i don't remember ever leaving my account at zero. strange

i miss the pokers so much. i miss getting pissed when my opponent hits his backdoor flush draw. i miss the heaters, i miss watching durrrr and ivey go at it. i miss getting pissed off and seeing if anyone else is in the room, and if not, throwing a pen against the wall. i miss when DP would owe me money and say "i'll send it to you on ftp". knowing that he had exactly zero dollars on ftp

i miss this feeling. knowing that you have to be at a class in an hour (ucsb days) and you convince yourself that you have time to play a little. but before you know it, class is in 10 minutes, and you're stuck $90. and you drag yourself away from the computer and you go to class, and for that entire class, you're just pissed and can't wait to get back home to fire up the tables. ohhhh

OR. the worst, when you're playing 3 hu-sng's and your internet disconnects. and you realize that you hate everything in life. like, 20 seconds without internet feels like 10 minutes. and you just say to yourself please effing coming back, you effing piece of ish. why does this always happen? whyyy! eff man, you gotta be effing kidding me. EFF